Xanga days

Lauren Shipman says that I haven't blogged in a while.

I was reviewing my old xanga(s) yesterday, and so many old memories and aspects about my life were coming back to me. It is both appalling and comforting to see who we have been. Lots of really happy and really sad memories from that day.

There was this girl that I liked from when I was 13-14, her name was Katy. In xanga days, I would post something about her nearly every day. I use to throw the "L" word around to girls I liked no freaking stop. haha, xanga Judah, you are a dork.

I think we are all pretty ambarrassed about the person we were in middle school. I am glad for those emotional and confusing days though. So much learned.

I was reading a few other xangas, as well as my own. You really see the root of a persons life long struggles begin to be developed at a very young age, and that is kind what I was seeing. But also, it is really interesting to see how far people have come from what they once were.

So much of me wants to go back in time, sit down with my self, and peacefully counsel my self to not do certain things in my life. And if I didn't listen, proceed to use more violent forms of persuasion.